that person :D

sometimes he qute like a child, sometimes he sweet like a cadbury, sometimes he fierce like a lion, sometimes he firm like a teacher. All the personalities make me fall in love with him. sedar tak sedar dah nak dekat setahun! wow macam tak percaya je gaduh hari-hari tapi? alhamdulillah sampai kini hati aku tak pernah berubah :) even dah macam-macam benda dia buad , and macam-macam cara aku cuba lupakan dia. and now kami dah saling sayang menyayang :) i love you :)

1st day dalam class

hari niy first day and hari niy la kami lewat bangun pagi hahaha. 

mentang2 dah sem 2 boleh pulak buat perangai ish3

teruk betul lah macam mana boleh tak bangun tadi haha

seriously bosan and tension gila macam dah belaja lama gila huh 

dengan budak2 kelas yang tak berapa nak sporting memang tak boleh nak masok la

meluat pon ada tapi  tak apa la coz aku duduk situ pon just nak belaja 

and harap2 tahun niy aku boleh dekan 

tapi subjek dia agak tough juga la tak tau la boleh dapat ke tak urm takut la pulak

maybe kena focus macam gambar kat atas niy kot bosan tapi terpaksa focus 

tak apa its okay nanti lama2 okay la kot kan? 

p/s: aduh macam tak yakin je =,='

study2 ! jangan pikir benda2 lain okay ! aja aja! (bahasa k0rea. p/s: betul ke bahasa korea bedal jela haha?)

apa2 jela aku dah bosan ~kbai~

my life at alor setar :)

duduk dekat alor setar? emm memang macam2 kerja aku buat mulut memang tak pernah nak berhenti bercakap la haha ada je yang kami borak sampai pagi2 buta tidur memang best kalau jumpa kawan yang sekepala kan? bila dah tak de kerja makeup la kerja kami haha.

semalam dapat pergi ke queensbay with my boy :) . first time keluar dengan dia wow agak nervous la kan tapi kena la buat2 biasa macam tak ada apa2 hehe. emm sayang sangat la dekat dia. he's everything for me. happy bila dengan dia :) bila tengok live handsome la jugak daripada dalam skype muka dia memang nampak garang tu yang takaut pun nak jumpa hehe. sapa2 yang baca niy doa2 kan la kami bersama sampai akhir hayat :) okay?
p/s : nak amin siap2 mana tau betul ke kan :)

tapi semalam pergi queensbay ingat nak beli wedges la kan tengok2 dapat dekat tesco jugak. pergi jauh2 last2 g beli yang dekat juga hehe. 

tapi tak pela asalkan aku pua dengan apa yang aku dapat :)

rasanya wedges aku lebih kurang macam niy la cume aku punya warna putih. amacam 0kay x? hehehe

second thing that i bought at queensbay. my boy hadiahkan untuk aku. segan la pula nak terima tapi dah dia berkeras nak bagi nak buad macam mana. i got white and pink! OMG ! i very2 like it and its so cute la :)

thanx sayang :) i love you :)

sometimes i feel lonely but when i think back actually i have everything. so from now i have to appreciate what i have now, i love ALLAH, my family, my special boy, my friend, and myself. thanx to ALLAH because give me all this. i'm s0 grateful :) . NEVER THINK NEGATIVE NOW !!

masa kecik2 dulu

bila dah tak tahu nak buad apa cuba selongkar bilik tiba2 ternampak album masa kecik2 dulu.
daripada aku baby sampai dah besar serious memang tak berubah muka aku
daripada comot, selekeh, sampai jadi sekarang ni haha lawak bila teng0k balik gambar lama
 zaman yang paling tak ada masalah and time tuh memang pikir main je

niy masa baby haha comel tak? siap pakai baju kembang lagi tuh
dengan muka putih melepak dia ngn bedak sejuk
time niy la kita baru nk kenal dunia kan :)

yang niy da setahun lebih dah kira baru nak pandai berjalan time niy
baru nak kenal dunia. time niy la rajin d0k nangis hahaha
ape benda pun xtahu lagi time niy

haaa time niy memang da xlekat rumah 

bila petang je hilang pergi panjat pokok lah ape lah hahaha 

yang niy xada masalah langsung kira nak main je

muka xpernah nak berubah d0k muka budak lah sampai je tua haha tu je lah nak cerita hope enjoy :)

sweet memory

 'aku dah xsabar la nak habis skolah. naik meluat aku tengok muka2 cikgu. 'asyik2 kena pakai baju sek0lah kan bosan tuh bila lah aku nak study kat k0lej boleh pakai baju ape pun.' ayat tuh hari2 kita sebut sewaktu zaman persekolahan. macam2 benda kita merungut bila sekat sekolah ada je yang tak kena. tapi bila dah sambung belajar seriously terasa rindu dekat sek0lah teramat sangat. bila terkenang balik banyak sweet memory yang kami dah lalui bila teringat balik rasa nak tergelak pun ada haha

 ini semua classmate yang paling aku sayang. macam2 benda yang dah kami lalui, suka, duka, menangis, gelak tawa and other else. kami anggap dah macam one family! main lari kejar2, sambut birthday setiap bulan, plan itu plan ini macam2 keja kami buad sumpah aku terlalu rindu semua kenangan niy. 

bila time math ' aku nk jawab!, ish kau niy kalut la dah la salah !, tengok aku buad jugak betul'. berebut2 nk jawab and masing2 nak berlumba. 


bila time english pulak 'weh cepat lah keluar nnt teacher datang xjadik nak fly ! , sanggup buad kerja amal dari mas0k kelas bi, bila terpaksa mas0k kami buat2 tidur and macam2 haha.






ada banyak lagi kenangan memang tak larat lah nak cerita satu persatu tapi memang lawak. hope all thiss memory will fresh in my mind :) i love smk ttdi jaya and i love 5 ehsan. :)

result oh result

petang tadi dalam pukul 5 lebih kawan aku call punya la kelam kabut ingat kan apa rupa-rupanya result final for this semester dah keluar berderau jantung dengar xsangka c0z ingat kan 30 haribulan baru keluar. then tak apa la aku pun bagi la ic and id aku dup dap dup dap jantung aku nak dengar berapa la pointer aku dapat tengok2 juz dapat 2.9 hurrmm kecewa nya aku. tp alhamdulillah aku tak ada yang failed. tapi aku tetap kecewa. memang lah kita tak patut salah kan takdir tapi aku terpikir la jugak kenapa lah aku demam masa ambik final hari tuh. and silap aku juga kenapa lah aku tinggal soalan tak jawab humm. apa yang mampu aku buat hari ni juz redha and don't give up. walaupun memang dah terasa give up tuh tapi aku tak b0leh mengalah ! i have to be struggle next time ! that my promise ! chaiy0k zaty!! you can do it ! yeah ! :D

p/s : saja buat2 kuat padahal memang dah nak give up dah pun hmm :'(

my song :)

I can be tough, I can be strongBut with you, it's not like that at allThere's a girl that gives a shitBehind this wall, you just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were here
I love the way you areIt's who I am, don't have to try hardWe always say, say it like it isAnd the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you saidYou left them running though my headYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we didDidn't think about it, just went with itYou're always there, you're everywhereBut right now I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were here
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you knowThat I never wanna let go, let go, oh, ohNo, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you knowThat I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let goLet go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let goLet go, let go, let go
Damn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were here
Damn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you here, here, hereI wish you were hereDamn, damn, damnWhat I'd do to have you near, near, nearI wish you were here